I have the best friends in the entire world. I'd be jealous if I were you.
I got a supreme slip n slide for my birthday.
oh, i also got my first experience with hookah....
Lisa was pretty experienced, so she demonstrated while the rest of us watched in amazement
all in all it was a great birthday celebration. we had a picnic at the park. played on the jungle gym. attempted to go on the paddle boats. went apartment hopping. had pizza at the notorious pizza factory (they toss em,they're awesome). spent some time at the hookah bar (with a little dancing included). went to visit richard at his new apartment in montebello, gave everyone a sneak peek at my very own new apartment, and did plenty of other stuff too. we also created several plans for this summer starting in two weeks when we all go to raging waters.
Oh, and as always we took lots of pictures of karissas chest.
i love the summer.
Life ain't so bad you know?
"...And now the sky is such a sweet blue
And you made this come true
And my heart feels so new"
I love my new apartment. I love falling asleep every night next to the person i love. I love the fact that when i wake up every morning, the only thing I have to worry about is whether I should go read, swim, tan, or work out at the gym.I'm glad to know that with only one exception, my friends and family are all happy for melissa and I.
People always used to tell me that things would get better.I guess they were right.
I love my life
(and i'm not going to let anything or ANYONE make me feel guilty about that)
this is what real love looks like
i love you. i love you because of the way you hold me.because when i wake up in the morning, you tell me how beautiful i am, despite the fact that everything is a mess. How you put up with my bad moods, and my bad attitude, I love the way you kiss my forehead, and bring me friendship roses. I love how you know when i'm scared or worried, and hold me even tighter than usual just to let me know that everything is ok. i love how you do make everything ok. I love how you support me, and how when i get good news i always get excited because i know how proud you will be of me. I love how just typing these things out and even sometimes thinking about them makes me feel so wonderful because i know how lucky i am to be able to say them ad really mean them. And sometimes when i think about losing you it makes me want to just break down and cry, but its good because it shows me just how much i appreciate you being in my life. I am so blessed to have gotten a chance to know you, I love holding you, and kissing you, and lying down next to you. I love falling asleep with you nearby, and listening to you whisper good things to me. I love holding your hand. I love our secret smiles that nobody else understands. I love being silly with you, and sometimes even being serious. I love how the cold is never quite as cold when you are around. I love late night dinners, and getting up to share breakfast. I love our drives, and sharing tacos with you. I love how you always know to ask for extra things, even when i am too stubborn to ask for them myself. I love how you understand me, and how even when you dont you try your hardest to make yourself understand. I love how you motivate me to be a better person. I love the way you challenge me to face my fears, and how you congratulate me when i do. I love how you make me feel appreciated and loved. How you make me feel special, and how you have never once used a bad word towards me. I love how you respect me and my opinions, and how you try your best to let me be my own person. I love the person you are, as well as the person you are becoming. I love the thought of spending the rest of our lives together. I love talking about our family, and our home, and our future. I love you. I hope you never ever forget that.
11+03
I love you forever and always
I've realized that it has become harder and harder for me to tolerate people who whine too much. I've also realized that the reason is because I often find myself comparing my life to their own, and in my head I always tell myself "they have no idea what a shitty life is like. They have no fucking idea how hard things can truly be. They have no right to complain.". I wish I didn't, and I don't do it on purpose. But it is hard to stop. It is hard to just sit back and live a normal life after so much has happened. It is hard to observe the world just as any normal person anymore, because I have lived a far from ordinary life. I am not trying to say that i pity myself, because i don't. I am glad for the hardships i experienced because they made me truly appreciate my life now.Plus, I know that there are so many other people in the world who are suffering much more than i ever will.but sometimes, I just wish i was normal.
My friends are cooler than yours.
Countdown till whitney comes back to California where she belongs...
4 days (counting today)
I miss lil montana so much. I miss a lot of people, more than I thought I would really. This week has proven to seem much longer than the entire MONTH that I spent here alone (kind of) during winter break. I find that to be both humorous and quite saddening.
There is a lot I should be doing today, but I've decided that as my last weekday of spring break, today will be entirely devoted to being as relaxed as possible. I will do whatever I feel like doing, eat whenever and whatever I want, and just BREATHE.
Last night my Lauren called me to tell me that she accidentally stepped on an ant. She left me a 5 minuteish long voicemail describing the event in great detail and explaining just how distraught she was over the whole situation. I love my friends, and this is a great example of why.
friends
